Hey all! New to TRP but interested in learning (slowly swallowing the thing's still proving hard). I've read the sidebar mostly but a lot of the theory I've seen is mostly for short flings, fuck buddies etc. I've got a couple of stupid LTR questions.

I've gotten into this LTR as a ballistic blind mostly-beta Klotz and, over time, I've been acquiring more and more of an alpha mindset due to reading TRP. With this, I've finally figured some things out about myself and about the girl I've been with.

I've gotten attached to her and I still kind of believe she's attached to me for whatever reason. Not the fittest or the most social guy but I speak half a dozen languages and have a way with words and beddings, so at least there's some value to me. But the more I've been getting into the pill the more I've learnt that some of the shit I've had to put up with was basically just shit testing. I tore down most of the shit tests, but one of them still stands and I'm not sure about what I ought to do.

Does anyone have any genuinely exhaustive resources on LTR TRP behaviour? Would appreciate big time. The top bar bit.ly link on TRP freezes my browser.

I've been with her for almost a year and a half, and a shit test she put up last summer ("I'm grossed out by blowjobs" after being a regular provider of them) I've still not yet really figured out how to tear down. Any tips on that? Would also appreciate anything on general LTR manning up advice as I really can't seem to find jack sh!t. Can't go back to the old beta mindset but that looks like it's the only way to preserve status quo in this relationship and I'm not gonna eat crap.