I’m a pretty jealous guy. I try to swallow that shit up and work on bettering that part of me.

Today though, my LTR got a “random call” from someone she used to see next to me. She didn’t answer it, declined it and responded in front of me “heyyyyy I’m busy right now. You’re still alive?”

I found that offensive. Busy right now? Really?

Mind you, this is some guy that did pornos with her (I know. The heart wants what it wants). She mentioned he was mentally unstable and drug user. OK.

I don’t know why, but I felt such a hit inside. I’m at the point where I feel like I need to ghost her ass, and move on. I like her a lot, but she’s always trying to make me jealous and I’m now getting sketched out.

I guess, am I looking too deep into it (I can’t control if someone calls her) and it’s my ego, or does this have validity?