The last few years lurking here have led me on an incredible journey. I'm now out of college and have a good job, am working on starting a business, and have been lifting for 5 years. Sex has become a lot easier to get as well, I went from having 2 partners in 3 years to averaging a new one every month or so. But despite all the reading and internalization, there is still one thing I cannot wrap my head around.

Whenever I start to like a girl and I find out that she has had one night stands in the past but wants me to take her on dates, I almost immediately lose interest and stop talking to her. It doesn't bother me if it's just sex but if I see the girl as possible LTR material and I find out she is making me wait for something another guy got for free, I just next her. It ends up happening with almost every girl I see fit to be an LTR. I just get this feeling that by making me wait, she doesn't like it respect me enough. And while I have enough sex to keep me satisfied, this is still something that has been bugging me for a while.

I have asked other girls i know their viewpoints but they call me insecure, and I can't talk to any of my guy friends (who aren't very RP) about this. I am wondering if I'm the only one who thinks like this or if anyone else has struggled with this too