So there has been some talk lately about MGTOW vs TRP. A nice summary was mentioned that I agree with is: "modern sexual relationships are like toxic sludge, MGTOW avoid it, red pill put on a hazmat suit, and blue pill roll around in it." After trying pretty much everything (countless cold approaches, game, monk mode, caring, not caring, etc) for years (not like some people who been a sub for a month, got a haircut, and started posting all these amazing FRs) I settled on being mgtow. I don't go out of my way to avoid women, but I put 0 effort in getting a woman and pretty much accepted that I may stay single for the rest of my life. When some smart ass says, you're just lying to yourself that you are not interested in women anymore, I bet if some hottie sucked your dick you'd be all over that. To that I say: no shit! It's to me the effort vs reward curve is so skewed I gave up. For example, I'd like to drive a Ferrari, and I could work overtime for 10 years and get it, but after working overtime for 1 year I got so burned out it wasn't worth it to me anymore. I've been conditioning myself and suppressing my sexual desire while learning how to enjoy my life in other ways. I'd say I'm 90% there. A common advice is that is bad thing to do. So my question is, how can I keep living a monk mode lifestyle (mostly) free of sexual frustration, while still being able to dip back in trp just to test if I got better.