Hi, I am 30 years old and going to be 31 very soon. I think I have unique situation that probably less than 1 % men experience. I never had girlfriend. I am a CS graduate and work for a mid size software company.

Little background - I was born in India. I live in Seattle where there seem be healthy balance of gender than bay area. There are lot of Indian people here but I actually don't like Indian people.

I am also bald so I shave my head. I have horseshoe bald patten and I don't like it. I am looking to get jacked up but that's very unlikely due to genetics and me being pre-diabetic. I am slim and I don't like my face. I stand at 150 lbs but no way I have ripped body or shoulder traps. I have had significant confidence issues due to balding but I started owning it last year and I do see difference now.

Whenver a woman sees my face I feel that they just look away. I have noticed I tend to appear worrying always about something.

I am looking to find GF /LTR or bang few girls here and there. I have never had LTR though. I have banged few hookers in the past. It makes me feel empty and guilty for next few months whenever I bang hookers. I am not sure though how do I approach these college girls or even women who work and in my age range ( 25-30). I don't mind meeting indian girls but that's very unlikely given they are following white cock and super conservative about shaving head.

Can any of you shed some light on best strategy given this situation? I will be thankful to you forever.