So I had met with a girl on dating app. She said hi first, etc, I had a rock solid text game and we met literally the same day we matched.

So far I have been heavily blackpilled and haven't dated anyone since 6 years ago.

I could describe her as extremely frenetic, having high energy, playing with things around her. Even if they're not hers. Literally something like a cat playing with a ball of string and a little kid mixed together. In a 18 year olds body(dw it is legal here)

She was with some of her friends and, well, the date didn't end quite as well as I was expecting. She had little investment into me and honestly I had talked to her friends(all F) more than to her.

The experience really opened my eyes. They were all extremely hypersocial, had tons of friends everywhere, were exchanging invitations and etc. Not like they did share the fun stuff with me. They were also invested in eachother and even though I was older and bolder I couldn't cram myself into the conversation most of the time. They had millions of friends and activities going on. And people they knew were everywhere.

Demanding the invitations to be shared would project me as a weak beta.

Also I continue to try n plate other girls too. But the question stands.

The actual question: One part of me develops slight oneitis. Another part wants to block and delete her immediately on all sources. The final part has a bit of hope maybe I can successfully plate her. Which part of myself do I listen to?