Been following red pill for quite sometime now. Have been really hitting the gym, hitting the books, and increasing my smv. I had a ex gf that went abroad past spring semester. We broke up a few weeks into her time away and we still spoke. We still talked so it was like we were practically together, and as I said I got my smv up.Around the same time she came back, she found out about a few girls I got with and considered it cheating. We were able to work through it eventually and tried to get back togehrt and we did.

My mom, my only parent had surgery and quickly declined and she unfortunately passed away. Despite that I feel like I have been trying to live my life to the fullest and get after it. This has taken a toll on me but I still have my goals of graduating and getting a good job.

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Just today the girl that came back found out about another girl, and I really do feel bad about the cheating or whatever. Also coupled with my moms departure, I feel that life has been coming down on me past few months. Any advice on how to get over this and to come back stronger ill greatly appreciate it.