I have a case of oneitis for this on chick that i used to hookup with. She is a dropdead 9.5/10. She is the hottest girl i’ve ever gotten in my life. Right now i have 2 plates spinning that i’ve been banging for the past couple of weeks. The two plates are like a 7/7.5 at best. I still can’t get over the fact that i blew it with this girl. I honestly don’t think i could ever do better than her. If i posted a pic of her you guys would agree with me because i know some dudes here think a girl whos in reality a 7 a 9, but i have really high standards and this chicks face alone is a 9.

What should i do to forget about her? I’ve tried everything and i still want things with me and her to workout despite my plates blowing up my phone to get fucked.