Man I am such a douche! That's the take away from my night hanging with my ex-turned-plate tonight. When I first made her a plate things were so good. All the bs from our relationship years was gone and, finally, I was her Chad! She could not get enough. But as I slowly gave into her desires to make it a "real" relationship again, things started to go to shit. I just wasn't ready and the old bp me started to come out again. The worst part is ... I know all her passwords and can't help but "snoop" on her shit a little. Tonight we went out, and she asked me to hold her phone... While I was in the bathroom I "accidentally" checked out her text messages and got to read about the new Chad with the big dick who she fucked last week. Then... Because I wasn't going to fess up to snooping I told her what a dirty un-trustworthy whore she is "for no reason" instead of just taking her home and fucking her. Man... How do you turn off the feels and just have fun?!