25 years old, sex count = 2

Oneitis from class refused to go on second date. We're in different classes, don't see each other for a year. I swallow trp, raise SMV as best as I can, ignore her messages on facebook, don't go to her birthday party she's invited me to (had other plans obv).

One year later, we're in the same (6week) class again. She stares at me. I'm talking to women, being pretty sociable. Second week we bump into each other before class, she sits next to me, gives me plenty of IOI's during the whole class (initiates conversation constantly, mentions events in the future, laughs at my jokes, points at my sweaty old cellphone, touches it and goes "ooh it's all sweaty" (??) ).

I play along, do some kino, some teasing, though I'm very suspicious. The blow from last year hit me hard. I don't ask her out.

3 weeks pass, we've spoken maybe twice since that last conversation? Very short 3 min conversations (she barely comes to class, and if she does she's surrounded by her friends).

Today I'm talking to a girl, oneitis passes me by (pretends she doesn't see me?). I say "hey", she turns around, I ask her "sup? wasn't the lecturer your aunt or something?" (she was, oneitis mentioned it on our date a year ago). She turns around, says "oh hey, yea ^^" , tells a short "funny" story about her aunt. The other chick is standing next to me. Oneitis leaves after finishing her short story ("bye ^^"). My fucked up blue pill infected brain thinks my oneitis had to do her best to hide her jealousy towards the other girl behind the manic pixie attitude she always has.

1 more week of class. Exams soon. I'm trying my best to focus on my exams (and gaming as many girls as I can). I still feel as if I'm losing a one in a lifetime chance.