I believe in the Theory behind red pill. It works. If you don’t think it does you’re ignorant.

Lift, be social, have hobbies and be dominant.

I have oneitis. I’m admitting to it.

Been seeing the same girl since October. Met on tinder, my motorcycle broke down and I told her to me at a nearby gas station, take her to a bar we drink, make out, and have chemistry which is cool.

2nd date. Cook dinner together, she does dishes, get in the hot tub, hands all over each other. We fuck, good sex.

I caught feelings early... I only blame myself, lack of readily accessible plates.

Red flags; (according to the red pill) • Goes out to the bar with her girl friends • Goes to concerts with “groups of friends” which to me means she may be fucking another dude. (This was recent, I was a patrol on my ship and didn’t text her for 4 days)

I’ve been maintaining frame but not giving a fuck what she does, I still fuck her. I’ve even met this girls ENTIRE family on New Years. Party was insanely fun. Whole family loved me.

She’s got green flags: •Great relationship with family and her dad *to me, personally this is HUGE. •Good with her money. •She’s hungry to move up in her job •Feminine (she’s cooked for me, makes my bed, does my laundry) I’m not qualifying her because I can hire a maid, she’s not special.

I have no plates atm I have priorities like lifting and maintaining my hobbies. Doesn’t help that I’m military and work on ship but whatever I do me.

Sex has been great, I keep it interesting with bondage, fetishes, being dominant telling her what to do in bed and how I want her.

What’s currently making me hamster; •Is she fucking other guys? I care because I like this chick and don’t want to share •she’s also a smart girl does she see through my bullshit and know I have feelings

Tomorrow I want to be brutally honest with what I want and how I feel towards her. does being honest with her break my frame? Am I handing her power even if I’m okay to walk away from her at any point? I’m in control here I just don’t know what’s best for me at this point but maybe you can sway me in the right direction here guys.

I like this girl, I do. She keeps me on my toes.

Thank you for reading