Not sure if i can even say she's a "plate", when she's currently the only one i'm sleeping with, but i don't want a LTR with her. We met many months ago, and we've been regularly fucking since then. There was a break where we didn't meet for like two months in the summer though. Thing is, for me, things are pretty good. We don't do "dates" or anything of the sorts. All we do is fuck on the weekends, usually after a night out. So it's become sort of a habit for her to sleep with me on a lot of weekends. She snapchats me every day, but i'm trying to not be to responsive with her, and it's creating A LOT of dread (thanks to this sub), and i can sense her being cautious about losing me.

Problem is that she's shown more and more signs of frustration with me, and it's clear to me that she wants us to be something more than just "fuckbuddies". She shit-tested me about a "what are we" type of question, which i mostly ignored, but when forced to answer i told her "right now i see this as something casual" or something of the sorts. She seemed to understand and said she "just wanted to know". But it's getting clearer and clearer by the days, and when she's drunk she gives me these texts filled with dread and frustration. She asked to come over one night when drinking, and when i didn't respond immediately, she texted again with "okay then..". She has also said "don't you like me anymore?" another time when i was slow to respond. Funny enough she said a few weeks ago "i'm used to guys chasing me, but you don't do that, it's unusual for me", which is exactly why she wants me so much (this is straight from the trp book lol).

Anyways, last weekend, we were both out drinking. I was planning to fuck another girl, but she got too drunk and a friend took her home, so the plate came with me instead. This time, before we started to fuck, she sat on top of me and started to talk. I was a bit drunk at this stage, and i don't remember it all, but she talked about "us" and asked me questions. At first i avoided them, but then i think i told her (again) something like "i'm not looking for a relationship right now" or something of the sorts. It wasn't a short convo, so i probably said some more. At that point she was crying. Not like "bawling", but just tears sliding down a bit and she obviously was dissapointed with my answers. We still fucked though, and things seemed normal the next morning. I'm a bit worried that this might be going too far though. I've never seen her cry before, it's obvious this is something she's thinking about a lot. I don't want to hurt her, yet i want to be free to do what i want.. Am i supposed to end things with her at this point? Or am i doing the right things? I mean i don't really think i'm doing something wrong, i've told her that i don't want it to be serious. I feel a bit anxious lately when i'm hitting up other girls at the bar, as i feel like she's always expecting us to go home together etc and i feel bad. Thoughts?