Hey guys. So long story short I spent two years with a BPD girl, and like most BPD relationships I fell super fucking hard. Turns out she cheated on me three times with two different guys last November (trickle truthed until she came clean). I found out at the beginning of June, and like a beta bitch tried to work it out for a month before breaking up with her. Swallowed the pill right after.

I've seen her off and on since then, and I've gone out with other girls, but after the fire and passion from the BPD girl, I can't bring myself to even be interested in normal chicks. They seem to me now to be the most boring, uninteresting people I've ever met. I realize that's because of my ex, but I'd love to be interested in other girls again, because I know that GFTOW is the only way to get over the oneitis. She's out fucking other dudes, I need to be out fucking other chicks, but for the life of me I can't seem to find any interest in doing so. It's like drinking Margaux for two years and then settling for natty light.

Anybody successfully reignited interest in fucking normal girls after riding the BPD roller coaster? I'd love to just get the fuck over her and get on with my life, but I feel like I'm still too hung up on her to even give a damn about other chicks right now.