Hey guys, I recently posted a thread about this girl that had clearly friend zoned me yet I didn't want to believe it. Afterwards I am feeling really down since she really messed around in terms of feigning interest in order to keep me orbiting.

Since I've been 16 I have never really been single. I would constantly hop from relationship to relationship. I'm starting to realize this was mainly due to cope with losing the previous relationship. Really shitty, I know.

At this point I am finally single but am finding it difficult to be happy alone. It sounds lame but I constantly feel like I need someone to be there with me and it makes me feel like shit. If I'm not in a relationship I am always chasing the next.

So my question is, how do people actually go into Monk mode and stay happy not being around girls, especially in my position? I feel I constantly need my friends/girls in order to not begin feeling like shit.