I have been swallowing the pill for a while now and recently fully aknowledged AWALT.

However this had made me apathetic. Example: see a chick at a bar and want to approach. I am anxious however what's the point in persevering since any "conversation" made will be null and void.

Women have no capacity for interesting conversation or will say hypocritical bullshit. On top of that you have shit tests and whatnot.

The cost seems to outweigh the benefit in every possible way. However I see no other ways to get laid except prostitutes (not enough disposable income for that)