Hello Red Pill Veterans, I discovered The Red Pill on the second week of January of this year. It was a random discovery as I came across a article from Illimitable Men on Monk Mode. Being so impressed from his article, I went to his archives and long and behold I discovered the bitter Red Pill. After reading a couple of articles on his site, I ordered The Rational Male and read it within 2 days. It was a crushing discovery as I saw how reality truly works due to my blue pill conditioning, where I was always taught to pedastalize women (blue pill conditioning). I'm 21 years old at the moment and I'm a premed student in college. I fell hard for a girl who I dated for a year, but she cheated on me and that left me so devastated that I almost considered a suicide the only option, but luckily my best friend noticed and supported me get over her. During the phase of grief I fucked up a lot. I gained a lot of weight, ( went from 200 - 247lbs), my GPA went from 3.7 to 2.5, I became a recluse, and lost much of my gains I made from the gym. I had no motivation for my dreams anymore, and had become borderline nihilistic. It was at the beginning of this year where thankfully I discovered Illimitable Men by googling self improvement articles. So as a Red Pill newbie, whats the best advice/direction you guys can give me? Anything is appreciated.