Hate who I am, have goals I really want to obtain. I kinda feel like I want to tune/shut everyone out, grind and focus on myself and get to where Im comfortable with who I am before rejoining society again. Anyone ever done this? Been a pushover type my entire life (except for the time I was on trenbolone) and want to feel alpha again, but without steroids, and everyday. I just want to grow to my potential instead of wasting my life, but I feel like I can never change as every time I try I lose momentum. Anyone have any tips/tricks? Preciate it