So i've been with a real keeper for 2 years now. It was a long distance releation and at start it wasn't a serious thing. Things were casual, i would travel 4 hours and stay at her place for weekend, quality sex and quality time. All was good but she said i love you after 3 or 4 months and we kinda started dating. Ever since we have been in a serious relationship. I was okay with that, as i said sex was great she was respectful and supportive, even when i lose my confidince to myself and give up things she did support me. She was interesting in everything i do. e.g i make money by playing online poker and i'm a college student and she was interested in poker, she watched videos and played with me many times.But now when im in a month downswing and i say come play with me or support me, she's just sitting there watching cartoons while im losing and that kind of sucks. I cant get her interest back in things i do. And after a year things have slightly changed, she wasn't that respectful. Still no major disrespect or anything to piss me off but i could catch the little things in her talk style. I can't make her do things anymore and responsibility just get too heavy for me. Everytime we talk on phone i get bored and i dont even want to answer her most of the times. + Things get serious and i dont feel like settling down you know i have too feel more alive. She's a med student so we wouldn't live in the same city for at least 2 years more and i did not feel like i can do it this long, even tho i know we would be fine if we lived in the same city, i broke up with her. She said i hope you regret that, while crying. And now i feel bad. Like real fucked up bad. I didnt want to hurt her but there was no other way around. I think if we could take a break for i don't know 3-4 months then i could handle the rest but she would never accept that too. So, i feel like i fucked up but i still stand by my choice. What are your thoughts ? You can be harsh about me being pussy. Thanks