20 y/o redpiller here.

I found the red pill when i was about 17 and ever since that time i've been slowly consuming it. My whole mindset has changed and of course my behaviour as well.

I've been able to get a lot of girls, but sometimes i make little mistakes such as:

  • apologizing when i'm actually right(1 time)
  • revealing too much
  • apologizing for being a genuine asshole
  • actively trying to seduce a girl who lost intrest( i did fuck, but i still cringe thinking about it)
  • doing some beta shit

Girls generally don't see me as a beta so these little mistakes mean nothing to them, but everytime i'm alone one of these moments pop up and i start cringing and beating myself up for doing dumb shit like that.

I doubt i'm the only one who beats himself up about not handling a situation right and thinking it would turn out better if i did.

How do you guys let go of thoughts like that? Do you think apologizing to a women about being a prick or doing little beta shit in a while changes her idea of you?