Thinking about disappearing on everyone, including my own daughter

Raleigh0311 · 2019-08-05T21:15:26+00:00

You’re a weak piece of shit who lacks courage and integrity. You want to join an organization that prides itself on looking out for the man to the left and right of you, but you want to turn your back on your own child? Your own fucking blood.

I’ll suck 40 feet of dick if you make it through special forces selection. You’ve got no heart and you’re probably clinically depressed based on the way you’re dealing with life. You don’t have what it takes. You don’t have the grit. You’re a man child. You’ll probably make it through Army boot camp because it’s easy, but then you’ll wash out of special forces selection and spend your enlistment swapping batteries on Hummers.

No way in hell I’d want to share a fighting hole with your bitch ass.

Jesusfeminist · 2019-08-05T20:23:25+00:00

Sounds like you your mind is made up. I’m not gonna sit here and white knight. You need to weight out both options, their pros/cons and figure out your plan a bit better

Dinodosdinodonts · 2019-08-05T21:58:49+00:00

Op. From one rando on the net to another: Your blood is irreplaceable.

My biggest takeaway from trp is: become a real man. Improve yourself. Ditching parents is one thing, abandoning your daughter is a whole other level of punk.

No poontang is going to replace your blood, no money, no career, nothing.

bestCallEver · 2019-08-05T22:30:22+00:00

The modern woman is just not feminine enough for me to be turned on. When we get to the bedroom I have limp dick due to the fact that I feel like I'm fucking an attractive half-man with a vagina. I do enjoy getting my dick sucked though, as it makes me feel mascuiline. But this can't be everytime. If I do not feel 100% Alpha/Masculine in the bedroom, I will be soft.

This isn't meant as an insult, but I've known a handful of guys throughout my life who "could only get hard from blow jobs" and 100% of them eventually came out as gay. Might want to take a good, long look at yourself and make sure you're batting for the team you think you are.

HurricaneHugues · 2019-08-05T21:35:34+00:00

"My nain goal in life is to be a Delta Force operator and I just want to focus on that."

You might as well give up now. You do not understand leadership and having people depend on you. You're not gonna be John Rambo if that's what you think that life is like. You might as well give up now. Already you've shown you don't have the mind worth forging by the Army SF program.

alibali99 · 2019-08-05T23:00:47+00:00

Just say youre going to the store to grab some milk and dont come back lol

frondaro · 2019-08-05T20:28:45+00:00

My nain goal in life is to be a Delta Force operator and I just want to focus on that.

there you go bro, but your a jerk for getting a woman involved in your life only to do this.

Leonardowski · 2019-08-05T20:47:18+00:00

Well I tell you that , I've been in the army (not the U.S) and the system is very close minded , I did felt accomplished thou and just because of the military I started to felt stronger and understand my identity as man ,I realized I need to find my masculinity, only when you endeavor to help your self and your mates through the those fucking hard trainings , those moments when you walk under the rain, total darkness with 50kg of equipment on you , with a big ass Negev , carrying a huge ass guy on the strecher , you'r shoulder is dying , you'r all body is dying , you'r tired as fuck , and everybody is like that , then you mind kicks in , you just give everything beyond you'r limits and continue to carry that strecher . you release that fire inside you and feel so fucking great .

On the other hand I am no family man , i'm still young (21) , I can't tell you about that but I do think you have responsibility , you have a daughter who should have a father figure , and a man needs to own his responsibilities.

I don't want to preach to you about anything , this a really hard decision situation, it's you'r life you'r choices , at the end of the day the only person who can help you is yourself . You should really make a pros/cons to this decision , sleep on it very good and decide . I just wanted to help you with my experience , hope that's was kinda helpful and good luck man.

intl_plyrs_clb · 2019-08-05T21:50:07+00:00

Breate.

You gotta make it through training first.

Try meditating. You sound really wound up. Take a day off for yourself get some pen and paper and just let your thoughts flow onto the page. Read them back to yourself. Breathe.

I can't make your life decisions for you, but you can try the above first and see how you feel.

JebidiahDickweed · 2019-08-05T20:27:11+00:00

If you wash out of special forces training, try and try again. If you make it to week 2, next time make it to week 3.

Title	Thinking about disappearing on everyone, including my own daughter
Author	CorytheWarrior
Upvotes	1
Comments	56
Date	August 5, 2019 8:18 PM UTC (7 years ago)
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"My nain goal in life is to be a Delta Force operator and I just want to focus on that."