I dont know how to make friends Im not funny Im not cool Im not smart Low self esteem Low confidence No social skills Being stupid Begging for attention or approval People pleasing Not a genius I Dont know what to say to people. Im shy I hate my self I have no personality Im boring Im bland Im a boring conversialist Im a nice guy and i want others to like me I dont know how to be my self. I dont even know how to know my self. Etc...

I Dont know how to start a convo, im always the one who hard carrys the convo or i will always be alone.

I never had girls chasing me its always the opposite.

Im always scared of me being alone with a girl or a guy becaus i always think i will end up saying nothing imporant, Im afraid of not being interesting, im afraid of staying invisible. Its like i give them the power to decide if they want to talk to me or not.

Im like begging them to like me or be interested in me which never happened..

I dont know what questions to ask and i dont know how to ask any open minded questions...

So i always feel invisible because of this i feel unimportant af and i feel like a worthless piece of shit and i beat my self up because of those and i come here and call my self all kind of names... and i think now i have the energy to listen to your guys advice.

I live in iraq the only hobby i can do outside is soccer nothing more.

And dating isnt allowed in some places and my places is one of those.

I never had a best friend and i will never have never had a GF and i will never have

Im the worst with girls. I have decided to never marry cause i will never be able to handle it. Im stupid. Im the biggest fucking fool in this whole world. Im such a pussy. I deserve to be eaten by lions honestly.