What's up, RP? Not a newbie and way past the anger phase. However, I need some help. Really more of a coping mechanism or a way to accept.

It's the cheating thing, man. I love women and the time spent with a chick who is really into you (at least in that particular moment) is, imo, one of the most beautiful things one can experience as a man. However, I'm by no means naïve or ignorant on their nature. In fact, I'm too aware of their nature lol it just fucking hurts, man. I'm not exactly paranoid but every now and then the thought creeps in and I'm left with the thought, "what's the point of making this serious if it ends the same way every time?" I like one night stand type of flings but it doesn't fulfill me or help me grow as much as a LTR does.

I can handle it, though. I'm really just venting but if any dude out here experiences the same thing or if you have come into full acceptance your advice would be more than welcome. You can vent if you want, as well.