I have known this HB9 for a year now. We have worked together but nothing ever happened. After leaving the company a couple of colleagues and myself decided to throw a goodbye party. Party was organized in a city that is 50km from where I worked and 100 km from where I live. We decided that it would be a good idea to spice things up a bit. HB9 was invited.

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Now to get the fuller picture - we have always flirted. There were sparks between us but nothing ever happened since she did not want anything due to possible job complication and I was with a gf at the time.

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After being invited to a party she texts me - I will come only if you let me sleep in your hotel. I do not know anyone in that city and unless you are planing to bring an another girl to the hotel I am there with you. I said - OK.

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Our whole relationship was based on the fact that something will sometimes happen but neither of us knew when. She is a relationship type of girl. Religious. Not into whole casual sex thing. And I had recognized some of her qualities and decided that she was a potential for a gf.

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To cut the story short - we leave the party and go to hotel. Sex starts. She is way drunker then I am. During the middle of it something breaks in me. A moment of weakness I would call it.

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I ask her to be exclusive. I ask her to be together.

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She chickens out. Refuses. Because nervous. Decides that she does not know what she wants and that she is confused.

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I snap. Tell her that I respect her decision and that she can sleepover but leave in the morning.

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In the morning we have another talk. Nothing changes. I hold my position - I do not accept anything besides full and exclusive relationship and she says it is too fast and she must think. She leaves.

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My mind in the following days becomes obsessed with her. I block her on every social media. I feel the onset of oneitis. She messages me from some other number. I delete them before reading them. My decision is final. No compromise.

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Fucked two girls since. Still not over her completely but it will pass in time.

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Do not make my mistake. Do not let your emotions take over you. Always hold a steady frame.

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Hope this helps someone.

What would you do different?