Hey guys. Been reading and implementing red pill for about a year. While most my focus is school I try to incorporate as much red pill in my life as I can.

Little info on myself. 29. 5’11. Used to lift a lot when I was losing by weight but School and work take up most my time. I’m healthy. I measure my food and eat good. I used to be very fat and I plan to never go back. Currently around 209lbs. I have thinning hair so I shave my head. I keep a short beard. Nothing crazy. Over all I feel average. Heavier than I’m used to but I’ll drop it in a few months.

It seems that through out my life though I have been unnoticed by women. Soft Nexted. Ignored. Over looked. Hard rejected. Honestly it blows. Being in a position of not knowing what the hell il doing wrong. It seems like I’ll never understand the social dynamics. Sure I’ve been with a few and had a good amount of LTRs it’s still really low low numbers. That’s not to say numbers is what’s driving me. What is driving me is to be wanted. And I really don’t remember a time that’s happened for me.

Does anyone have a similar experience or remember feeling this way? What did you do to overcome this?

Thanks.