Here's a brief description of me before you guys start making assumptions. I'm an 18 year old student from Ireland studying science. I've got several years of resistance training under my belt, would consider myself to be considerably attractive and am one of the most popular guys in my course. I've never had a problem with women before until I met this one girl, and I won't go into how much I like her, the length of this post speaks for itself.

We've known each other for 5 months, and I was getting with her after four days of knowing her. She's an incredibly attractive girl, with her flaws obviously but no major red flags. She's LTR material basically. Maybe this is weird for you guys in America, but I'd much rather a good relationship with one girl than spinning plates or ONS's. I don't want t STI's and far prefer having sex with one person a lot than vice versa.

We've been on and off over the past five months, in our second month I broke off all contact with her due to me accidentally friendzoning myself. She kissed one other guy in that whole month, and then awkwardly invited me to her birthday party where we got back with each other again. She wouldn't leave my side for the whole night. We didn't have sex, we never actually have which is why I'm writing this because I have no idea wtf I'm doing wrong. She was all over me some days and then others she was quite distant but never objected to me touching her.

Over Christmas I went back home for two weeks, and we met up once. To be honest I thought she would lose interest in me since we weren't banging and I stopped putting in so much effort, a very minimal amount to be honest.

When I came back, she was miserable, even her friends asking me if everything was okay. She ended things with me a week later due to feeling like I didn't put in as much effort as she did (I wasn't doing the 2/3 rule as seen in the book of pook). I fucked two other girls that week and she as usual, went near no one else. She sent me a text a week later asking to meet up where she bought me dinner and told me she was sorry she took out everything on me. Of course, I agreed but told her I'm gone for good next time.

The past few weeks have been the usual but no sex whatsoever still. She was in my house yesterday, told me she wanted to see me a bit before she went to work. She had to change t-shirt and jeans for work and begged me to look away while she did so. Obviously I didn't. But I don't know why she wants to be with me yet feels so uncomfortable around me.

I can get this girl instantly wet by putting my hand between her legs, yet nine times of of ten, that's as far as she lets me go. Some days she can't keep her hands off me, playing with my zipper and putting my hands between her thighs, while others she's just off.

To summarize (yes, I understand that was cringy to read) I have no idea what the hell I'm doing wrong, or right. She's only fucked one other guy, and while I know to call out her bullshit, this girl is genuinely serious.

I'm pretty sure one of the uses of the TRP toolbox is to be able to get these very low-notch count girls and actually build a stable relationship with her rather than fucking whores till I'm 40.

I don't want to drop this girl because I actually do care about her but I'm not getting what I want from the relationship even though she's definitely LTR material.

What the fuck am I doing wrong.