I've simply come to not give a damn if a girl fucks another guy. If they are not engaging in safe sex and she brings STD to me, I would. Is this blue pill?

Most of the time, I can trust people, but I'd even advise asking them their medical history or getting tested.

My other plate, which I just stopped clicking with for some reason. She's in her dating phase but still occasionally wants to see me, and we have sex an hour before her dates.

She isn't as open about sex and has been sort of training on me, but I believe she could improve by having sex with other people. It kind of fascinates and triggers me, is this a hate her sort of thing, or am I just a cuck and bluepilled?

Knowing she'll probably kiss the guy later that night after sucking my dick on that morning is intriguing to me. And possibly her getting better with sex through it too. It makes me want to upgrade her knowing if she's layed with another guy with a bigger dick and all that, but still talks and lays with me, even helping me clean my place up. Is this bluepilled?

But we agreed that we wouldn't see each other again if she started becoming serious with another guy. I doubt it and I leave my door open. Is this bluepilled?

Even though I don't give a damn, I occasionally keep an eye out for her and offer advice while conversing and hanging out with other women.

Interestingly enough, I've had acquaintances whom they say have had a best friend type of guy who they used to just practice sex with and nothing more. Verbatim from my co-worker, she'd practice anal with her highschool buddy because she was scared of her potential lay. I like how impersonal sex can be for some women & I think it helps. But then is this cuckery? And is it blue pilled?