So first time going out with this girl. Having some drinks, talked. It was very fun and she really kept the conversations going and kept talking about all kinds of stuff.

Making fun of herself how she thinks she was a mistake and her parents didn't want her although they say they do and stuff like how she hates her ex-boyfriends because they behave like women; for example having trust issues, always wanting to know where she's been, who she's talking to.

Tbh i was there just to bust a nut and I think she was open for that as well. Great eyecontact, touching and when we were almost done drinking I was like thinking; can't wait to go outside, walk for a bit and go for the kiss but while we were drinking she got called by her female friend who forgot the keys at her home and things went to shit right after that. (Apparently, she borrowed her the keys earlier today)

The girl i was with said well it's her fault for giving me the keys, i'm now with you, count it as being busy so too bad for her (her referring to her friend).

So I thought I still had the chance, to go outside walk for a bit and at least get that k-closing because i didn't feel like it inside.

So then it started raining all of a sudden and the girl i was with said, damn my roommate has to ruin everything and tells how she doesn't want for her to wait in the rain since that area doesn't have spots to hide (i know the area, literarally no place to go inside or stand beneath). Apologizes and said let's go to the nearest busstop, have to get there as soon as possible.

The moment we walk out there's immediately a bus arriving and the girl starts running and yells i swear i'll make it up to you, i promise, sorry!

2 minutes afterwards she text me the same and I'm here like. Did i mess up or was it just bad luck. The girl gave me so much signals.

So now i'm like going to text her again for a 2nd date and i really want to cut to the chase at that one. No bullshit.