Have not had much luck in the dating arena. Mostly because of lack of self confidence. Been lurking and reading. Want to get out there and try. Not attracted to women my own age. Dont feel my own age. But feel self conscious about coming across as creepy approaching younger women. Dont know where to meet them or get outta my head. I feel more confident than in the past, but not fuck all alpha. I feel i need some small wins to get there. Bit about me - Not terribly attractive either. Greying, balding, 5'6 140 lbs not athletic, of indian descent. Live in NYC