I know anything is better then be desperate but after years of struggling to get laid I don't know what to do now. I have read so many books but I found no one fits my needs since most of them are focussend on men who are socially more skilled.

All because I have mild ASD with social anxiety. Grown up in a dysfunctional family with little social contact I never had the chance to develop social skills. Now it is getting better and I have made some friends (only male), but still have no any sexual experience with women.

What can I do now? Every time I get rejected I feel so depressed for weeks. Causing me drinking more alcohol and eating lots of junk food that I think maybe it is better to quit the battle.

What would you do? I just want to get laid asap

Sorry for my English, I'm not a native speaker.