Usually it's my brain thinking "this is what you want" and my gut telling me no. But on the bus I see this one girl that is very pretty and felt like approaching her. Idk why I felt the urge too. I wasn't afraid of the idea of her like most college girls. And I don't do dating. Never unfortunately. I didn't actually approach her, but decided I would next time I see her (I usually see her couple times a week taking the bus home) idk when it will be, but fuck it

Update: I didn't see her on the bus and I was really disappointed because i was actually gonna do it. Idk when I will see her next. Could be tomorrow or months from now. All i know is that I didn't see her the same time as I did last week, so I feel shit out of luck. I've seen her more than once, but just sucks altogether

that was the context, I thought that would be a good opportunity for me to get out of my comfort zone and I didn't get the chance. Couldn't even experience that... now I'm back to square one and I don't want to fall into my zone of "not dating but not caring about dating either" that I've been in for my whole college career. I went 2.5 years in college not concerned about it. Just focusing on college, work, working out, becoming better myself. I finally want to try dating out now. I'm not a party person, am underage for bars, and have my own close friend group. Classes are 90% male, so how do I not fall back into that zone again?