Date with big boobed anime chick:

So after days upon DAYS of flirting over the phone she pulled up to my house yesterday.

I go outside give her a hug etc and we walk inside. She sits on my bed and suggest we "watch" mob psycho 100 because thats why I "invited" her.

I put on the anime and the entire tjme we're just chit chatting with me being physical every now and then. Holding her hands as well. It was just me doing things like massaging her thighs and putting her legs over mine etc. I also gave her little hugs here and there you know.

I decided to amp it up by saying “so you never answered my question earlier.” She asks me what question. “I asked you if you were a good kisser.” And she looks at me and says yeah i am and she goes quiet. I then say “I kinda wanna know what it feels like now.” she says some stupid shit like "ohh well you're not gonna find out yet😏" I guess she was just being a tease but I brushed it off.

So we keep talking and I'm being physical and touching her legs etc and she's just staring at me at one point and I'm like what? And she says "what I can't stare at you?" I'm like " are you waiting for me to make a move?" And she's like"im just trying to see what your intentions are and what's inside that head of yours etc." Basically she told me that all her friends told her that I wanted to fuck and that she came here to "verify".

Another thing she kept saying was that I was too "touchy and aggressive(?)" And she also said I was creepy by flirting with her at one point. Which literal makes NO sense because I was on a date with another girl years ago and I did the complete opposite (no touching or flirting) and that girl.flipped out and never saw me again. And here I have this girl telling me that touching and flirting was creepy and wrong and un gentleman like. Wtf.

Sooo I told her straight up yeah I am trying to fuck and BOOM she gives me that whole "I'm not sleeping with you" bullshit and how she has self control etc. That's when I told her ok well I'm just waiting for you to make a move then and she leaned in and kissed me. After she backed off I grabbed her face and leaned in and kissed her and made out with her. And she kept saying shit like "I'm not gonna tease myself by kissing you I'm not sleeping with you etc." It was sooooo anoying at this point because she's wet as FUCK and she keeps moaning so loud but she keeps pushing me off and saying she has self control.

At one point I actually broke her and she admitted to wanting to have sex but she's allergic to latex. So we drove to target and bought some condoms for us to use. We get back to my place but by this time it's late and I have to work soon so I suggest to her that we squeeze in a little quickly before she leaves. She objects saying that she doesn't want to fuck in 10 minutes etc or some shit like that while I'm fingering her wet pussy and sucking her big titties. And she keeps pushing me away saying she has self control(?)

This date was just a huge cluster fuck but I Lear ed how to.fully express my intent now which is good. I guess I should work on my bedroom escalating a lot more. What do you guys think?

I think she was a low self esteem + high sex drive type of girl. She says she wants to see me again but we'll see because she bought condoms for us to use next time.