This post is more for me but I would be appreciative of support/advice since I feel like shit. I kinda know what the right thing to do but just wanted to write it out.

Been hanging out with this girl for two weeks, a lot everyday actually. Cute, got along, etc and I definitely wanted something more serious. I thought we were on the same page with that so I kinda hinted at getting more serious but I was wrong. Ended up showing too much investment and I'm pretty sure I've killed the interest level.

Anyway, it sucks but I know that I need to stop contacting her, take her off that pedastal, and just work on my own shit. Its difficult to stop thinking about her with emotions swirling and sometimes life just doesn't always work out the way you plan it to be.

Even with that said, I'm really sick of this dating process where you start having expectations because you think its going well, only to get too comfortable and have it kick you in the ass. I feel like I'm just playing a game all the time but maybe thats because I am not yet comfortable with who I am as a person.