I am in vacation with friends, I have been single since always (24 years old) and I am a virgin. I have been interested in the game for several years and I have approaches from time to time, especially in vacation, so during the past 4 days. I am with 3 friends, one (that I consider, or considered my best friend) for whom it works well with girls, he does not approach or other but he is tall, cute and he speaks French, English and Spanish, so the girls are often attracted by him in the group. I noticed tonight 2 girls, one of whom I thought really beautiful and I absolutely wanted to talk to her. My friends know that I have not girls and that for me to conclude with a girl is very important, moreover I think I will fall in love very quickly and when I like a girl I can be very invested really quickly (I was already very attracted by her just tonight), tonight it was very important for me the outcome of this evening and this approach.

And I notice these times by doing a lot of approach that when it's going well with a girl I feel very good, I almost fall in love with her. And if finally it does not conclude or that she does not answer my messages I'm going to feel sad and depressive because it's the only option I have and I have the impression (unconscious and emotional) that she will fill a lack of affection.

I consider myself quite socially and after the meal (we have crossed these two girls to the queue for a restaurant) and after 1 or 2 glasses I decided to go talking to their table because my friends did not have the courage to come with me. I was surprisingly at ease during the interaction and they were fairly receptive so I offered them to come to our table to finish their glass. I was discussing well and vibing with the girl I liked and at this moment my cute friend began to chat and the girl I liked made to my cute friend a compliment and she seemed interested in him. I'm really disappointed, sad, depressed from the outcome of the evening because I made every effort to try to do something with this girl and it's my friend who had the benefits of my efforts while if I did not do the approach he would not have anything happen for him during the night. (Sorry not native english)

It's not the first time it happens and I asked my cute friend to let me that girl, for him it works well with girls in general and I thought he could make the effort to abstain once to let me try to move forward with this girl. I am disappointed with my friend I find him egoistic, for me I expect from a friend who wants the best for me and help me and I am really disappointed with the situation. I think if my friend stayed behind I could have been doing something with this girl, and not necessarily a story of a night, I can be ready to invest in a relationship.

Maybe that finally it happened nothing with the girl If my friend had put away because I'm sometimes awkward and embarrassing in my seduction but I would have liked that he does not seduce her if I can not conclude with her, it hurts the ego.

My friend and I had the instagram of this girl and I hesitate to explain the situation and what I feel. But I strongly think that I will appear Needy.

Thanks for your listening and do not hesitate to comment.