(Im 19 y ) and got into a relation 2 weeks ago , we connected well and kissed each other at our date , few days passed, we saw each other ,hanged out like a couple and i felt like she got pretty silent and reserved. One time we we're having a good conversation and she started to talk about her ex's but back up so i told her that i'll do the same if she was willing to share more about her previous relationships. So that what we did but at some point she stoped and got silent again. I hate when she's got something on her mind you know. So i said to myself , fuck it i'll confront her with that and told her how it boils m'y blood , we for into a small conflit , got quickly to the point where she told me that she doesnt want to talk to me anymore and then she told me that she's sorry and that she still want to see me. I'm wondering if now she see me as someone creepy ?

M'y parents used to argue a lot to prove their love for each other and sadly i feel like i'm into this too you know. i feel like i want to feel loved,maybe like i want to control her a bit. That it somehow make me feel more safe in the relationship as weird as it sound but thats seems so strange when i write this down.