Hey reddit this is the first post im going to post today. I've been a lurker for a long time. This story i'm about to tell you guys is related to seduction.

Today I woke up crying and I never cry. Im 18 and high school is practically over for me. Yesterday I talked to mom about my college decisions. She blatantly refuse my decision because the school is eight hours away from home. My mom has paranoia for five years now. The case of her paranoia is very serious. Sometimes she would start argument and talks nonsense for hours. She thinks people after her because she have something valuable that people want. For some reason I never took her paranoia seriously and after every breakouts I would blush it off. However the dream I had have shown me a third perspective and what cause I have could have happened because I didn't take actions.

In the dream, my parents got into a heated argument. This is just like any of the argument that have have had in the past. Somehow she ended up living by herself and i shocked. I tried everything to convince my mom, i cried trying. When i woke up, i literally started crying. It made me realized that everything was temporary. I thought my problem with my mom is nothing to be worry about. But really when it was. I have a girlfriend now for almost a month. She is my first girlfriend and im no longer a virgin. Thanks to this subreddit. This dream gave me a 3rd perspective in life. I realized that everything can be taken away from you at any instance. It made me think, if my mom would have died right now and i have never expressed my true feelings to her. I would feel so sad because i was mean to her this whole time. So to my fellow redditors, live for the experience. Spread positively, don't be mean to the kid in class. You don't know what he's going through. Go approach that girl, it could be the best thing you could ever do. Because everything can be taken from you at any given moment. But nothing can take way your memories and when it comes to your deathbed. Don't have regrets like me and cry like a bitch. Go out there and enjoy your 100,000 days

Tl;dr: Read it, it change your life and spark something.

Sorry for my english and grammar.