Hey guys i just felt like doing a post about my insecurities. First of all i am looking for "girlfriend material", but didn't find any. I guess that might be the case because girls have high standards where I live at and i can't understand what they want, thus it is difficult to even get far with them. My best friend is experiencing the same thing so he just gave up. We both began to work out 5 years ago and are trying to be the best version of ourselves in general but it doesn't seem to be enough. Back then we figured that in this society everything is based on looks and nothing else.

I consider myself to be an interesting person but girls don't seem to appreciate. My last date went pretty badly and the girl told me that i am too serious for being 20 years old. Overall i had a bad experience with girls; basically i tried to be romantic, that didn't work either. I tried Tinder, got some pretty good matches but i am still pretty insecure about my ability to pull off something serious, therefore i didn't text anyone. Many say that it's a numbers game, others say that it is just a matter of time. Honestly i am loosing hope too and don't know what to believe anymore. How can i try to improve current my situation?