Hi everyone.

Suppose I might share my first public field report (other than those that I publish for myself in word for self-improvement). Mostly, it's for my own thought formulation and inner game reflection purposes, but some ideas might be appreciated.

So, native 5 mil city, using LDM. Behind my back lie 350 approaches, and a lay ~1 new girl/month. Start at 7 PM until 10 PM, with a couple 5 min breaks. In total, 10 approaches, 3 weak yellow girls, 0 numbers. What a crappy day with so much energy expended.

Anyway, I start out after smoking a cig. To begin with, feeling all good and ready for action. Then I try to first approach a gal that was like auto-reject and passes me by. Since I was walking for about 10 mins without any approaches, decided to open her. She looked like a greyhound, somewhat tall, not particularly beautiful and not my type (brown eyes and hair). She was strolling by like "imma princess", which caught my attention, and decided to open, with a full stop, but she has ignored me and passed by without saying a word. This happened maybe 4 times today (not even particularly good-looking girls either, avg 6, tops 7.5).

Each time I felt increasingly more angry, for some reason, because I felt somewhat entitled to them (given that previous 100 or so approaches, there were almost never such blowouts, not without saying a word). Or maybe, I was just feeling bitter recently for flaking numbers and an empty lead list (usually, I have 2-4 girls chatting all the time). Which might have caused me being quite pushy and aggressive for the real leads. Or maybe it was because that day, there were about 5 other pickupers, spam approaching, so all the gals were auto-rejecting (but, if you are liked, it shouldn't be the case, normally). Or maybe it's the dreaded r-K wilderness (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dnm9i-WQNvg), whereby I started to feel almost no restraints against going for "just sex, no bf crap". Idk, but it didn't feel like the usual reaction, to which I am used to: flirty chat, with the feeling of being able to get any girl, as long as she's not taken by a bf chode or something. I mean, when I started out with Daygame, there were 20 repeated approaches, which were very harsh blowouts, which made me really resentful, spiteful and angry, and literally ill in the bed with a temperature for a week maybe. But literally with the next daygame session I got my first lay with a gal 90% looking like Scarlett Johanson from daygame in a week, on 2DL, without LMR du tout. This is something that has me on the hook - the knowledge of a lay possibility.

Anyway, back to the approaches. Those that have had some chat in it (5 mins or so).

1) 6.5 gal with an interesting look (i.e., not objectively beautiful, but fuckable by me enough to go for a date or two). Didn't stop on the full-stop, so since I had a couple of nos, had to go with her for a while, until I stopped her later for a chat. Flirted with her ("You are the 3rd to approach to me!" -> "Oh, so you have already looked seductively at the 3 guys before me already? ;) What a girl you are, I see...", which made me outstand the average "gimme number" type of opener). Chatted, she was positive, but said had a bf (to which I replied like "your imaginary bf wouldn't be against good experiences I hope, hm?", it wasn't that particularly cheesy, I said something different and she laughed, but still a no). Was a positive set, and I felt my first rush of success (which now is apparently just chatting flirty with gals, jeez...).

2) Basically, similar was happening with another girl (7.5 I say), who was borderline yellow. Teased her that she looked suspicious like looking for foreign spies (after the local event of mass protests), she laughed, teased her more, she laughed, but she didn't invest (asked her name -> handshake, which was too rigid -> lack of interest). Basically, what I notice now, is that these girls had lack of initial interest, which made me confused, as in: they laugh, I am a high SMV (as I judge it should be 8-9, given my 2% percentile height and about 20% percentile body muscles, and 10-30% percentile face, and the intelligence/creativity of 5-15% percentile), but still there's a lack of interest. Obviously, I might be oblivious to my real SMV, and my ex-gamma quirky sub-personality is like "fuck these biches, I shall get 8s or 9s with just saying hi and without trying too hard". Or I am so much into anti-game (partly because of the ex-gamma), that I take 2-3 points down from my SMV potential up to about a 6 being glad to have me before her. For example, remaining some of the "she's the prize" mentality, and that I had few women a while ago. Or it may be that today my state/vibe was bad (from the ex-gamma habits). Not sure. But, had a feeling like there's too few numbers for my usual ratios.

3) One of the potentially good sets was with a girl (8-9); blonde, blue-eyed, good symmetrical face, somewhat bitchy - just the way I like to have it. Stop-open (on IOI?) - ok, stack - fine (said that she looked quite incongruent with her "good girl in white with bad girl eyes"), vibe - not too good, didn't have enough to jump from. As such, investment phase was like "You are living here? Yes. So we are neighbours. Maybe." Felt like empty, even though her eyes were flashy. No idea why. Anyway, I felt like I was saying the wrong things, but didn't know what things to say instead. In the end, she's like "I am hurrying home". We departed. Felt like she was yellow with a green potential, but somehow it didn't went through. I left confused.

So yeah, this was the day for today. I'd say, not good, as by the end I have felt tired , with no new leads, and furthermore with lower emotional vibe-state. Usually, would have had at least 2 semi-solid numbers for the same day. This day - nothing.

But, as what I have noticed, after approaching my 9th-10th girl, I didn't care like at all. I have got the 2) girl, and I was basically teasing the fuck out of her, like she was passive, and I have teased her by shaking her literally and crying that "Your dead gold fish is in the past! You can still live without it!" Literal non-sense, but it's sort of funny shaking the girl.

Yeah, may be I shall try to focus on having more fun rather than following the model 1) to 2) to 3) to 4) steps of the LDM. OR may be I shall do the model better. Or maybe I shall do the model more accurately AND have more fun whilst doing so.