Don't really feel like posting an FR, but I figure a lot of people post all their successes because they're proud of them but none of their failures because they are ashamed. Last night was just a step back to square one. I feel like I have maybe been taking this all a little too seriously and it's been causing me to not act as naturally as I would. Also I was really exhausted and did not feel like going out last night, so I couldn't get in a good frame.

Anyway, me and my wing hit the bar around 10:30 and it is packed. Everyone is home for spring break and the music is insanely loud. My past couple of FR's I have had plenty of opportunities to approach and talk to women, but in this environment I had to resort to shouting at them.

So we approach some girls we were planning to meet there and they are also really tired (we all went paint balling earlier so that's why). They wanted to go watch a movie, and I suggest my place ;) but they decline and go home together. here is a dillema: they ask us to walk them back to their car and I was completely torn. Old me would have agreed immediately but if I'm interrested in this girl what should I do? I ended up giving her a halfhearted shrug and she left, and I felt really crappy about it. Please dont tell me, I already know, that this is probably the WORST response.

Anyway, I tried to open some more sets, got grinded on by a fat girl for a while, then her tatted up trashy looking friend took over, but these are not the catches I'm looking for. I dont know if I'm shallow or picky or what, but I haven't been learning all this stuff to get with mediocre women.

Finally we decide to call it a night, not much to report on, I've felt crap all day, probably dwelling on it too much. The worst feeling is when you open up a set and they just start ignoring you after 5 seconds. That happened about 3 times. Feels good to get it out, now I can move on.

One last thing, at 3 am I drunk texted this girl and told her that I wanted her and why couldnt i have her. I'm a doofus.