Im still unraveling why iev had so much trouble latley having more than a 30 second conversation, so dont be expecting any closes as usual, I mainly put these up for peer review as I have no wingman (cant get one either) and do everything solo.

I hadnt been out all week to do any game and needed to do some to keep the AA down and make up for some lost time, aswell as try to see how my confidence was holding up in a social situation. Went out after work which was a monstorous mistake as my asehat manager, decided one kitchen hand was enough for a saturday night, (que the stupid amount of customers, constant rushing, tiring, depressing shift) so I was in a bad mood.....AGAIN!!! Anyway I managed to calm myself back down quite abit, but still think it was a massive issues again.

Set 1, HB4-5 (yeh well it was warm up) Saw the two of them dancing, went up simply said "hows it goin?", they replied in a normal manor to which I just started dancing with them. One point I focused on all night was kino, QCQ, compliance along with intent and eye contact. To which I did on both of them till one pinned me onto the other by saying she is single, I started with standing closer to her than normal, facing her abit more, then escalated to hand on hip or small of back when talking to her as we danced. Next I gestured to give me her hand so we could dance, this was pretty brief as she had a drink so one hand is kinda crap. They then said "we are going to get another drink stay here", they came back about 5-8min later (was packed so expected) and started dancing again, I went fuck it lets escalate and started grinding the one that had shown interest. Heres were im not to sure if I was doing it right, I was not holding here very firmly and she didnt press up on me by herself nor pulled away, so im not sure what was up. They then went to "get another drink" after about 5 min of this but didnt come back for 10min, i saw them again briefly but it looked like they had seen me turned and went away. Oh well onto the next.

Set 2 HB7 and 8 I met these two (sisters) as I was leaving a pub and they were trying to bargin their way in. I asked them "what are you guys doing?" as it was kinda funny to watch, they said "we are trying to get in as everywere else is shut", to which i replied "well im heading down to this other club, come if you want". They both followed, we stopped outside one, turned out they were both on a shoestring budget right now so the club i was going to which has an entry fee was out, during this conversation I managed to build good rapport on both of them. Fast forward abit we are all at another bar I know of which has good live music IMO, they were both pretty happy by the looks of it. Now here is were it gets confusing, the older one was happy to dance with me, talk to me, was pretty good, but whenever we danced face too face she would always turn here head and never look directly at me. Then I tried grinding abit too which she acted the same as the previous girl, by being "ok" with it but never pushing back unless I pulled abit. Then they both whispered too each other and said "we need to go to the toilet wait here" waited 15min, and nothing, they didnt show so i left.

That was it for the night (I really dont have much time for this with my life but need to make the most of every chance I get). My two main questions are 1. How do I keep in state/be happy even when Im in a horrible mood, as this is happening alot latley, i cant really avoid it so i just need to deal with it. 2. Should I have gone with them when they were going to get drinks? or should I have waited longer to see if they would come back? Im not trying to be needy but im not sure if im being too quick to leave. (again sorry for grammar, I wrote this at 4am)