So a few months ago, I made a post about how I was trying to get better with women while staying faithful to my out-of-town girlfriend. I figured I'd give a bit of an update.

Firstly, I've definitely made progress. A lot of the advice in that other thread stuck with me, especially the "just go out and meet more people" mindset. I've also been diligently following Jon Lajoie's program of "Not Giving A Fuck" which works wonders. I look better in the mirror than I ever have before, and I've got a deep confidence I didn't have at the beginning of the summer. I've also noticed a lot more passive female interest in me (lots of light touching from girls I've never met before, laughing at my stupid jokes, etc), and I'm starting to internalize that as the way things should be -- I'm a catch, dammit. I'm funny, good looking, I've got my shit together, and people enjoy my company.

Anyway, over the last few weeks, I've been chatting with a good friend of mine who unfortunately was recently (7 months ago) divorced from another friend -- it was as amicable as could be, but still rough. After a few texting conversations (where I'm definitely pushing her boundaries of what she's comfortable telling me), I find out that she's had a long-standing fantasy about having a threesome with my girlfriend and I. My girl has also made a number of comments about being with another woman as something she'd really like to try. They're both pretty good friends (and they're both fucking hot), but my gf doesn't know that this other girl is romantically interested in her. My girlfriend flies into town tomorrow morning. The other girl wants us all to go downtown and then maybe have a bit of E later in the night. She's also told me straight up that she wants to fuck each of us as much as she possibly can for the rest of the month (at which point my gf and I are moving out of state).

The only thing that's been really difficult through this is that for the last week, the other girl and I have had a RIDICULOUS amount of sexual tension between us, but we've both agreed that "we're good people" and refuse to do anything that would jeapordize the existing relationships. She came over the other night and we basically just talked about how much we want to fuck each other/my girlfriend/both of them for something like 2 or 3 hours, at which point I sent her home because I was about to rip her clothes off. After her 30-minute diatribe on how much she loves anal, how good she is at blowjobs, and how she wants me to fuck her ass while she eats out my girlfriend, I had to get her out of my house. I cannot fucking wait until my girl gets here.

I can't believe this is my life right now.

If you would have told 17-year-old me that I would be having problems with this sort of thing, he would have laughed at you and told you to GTFO. My, how things have changed...