I know this has to happen. If there is something in life you want, you have to go out there and get it. - I've spent so many years with my escapists attitude living on the internet. The truth is there is a big difference between the internet and reality.

I go out into the world at my job, and I'm having some of the cutest, girls flirting with me. I come home after a long days work, go on POF, Facebook, and I am practically invisible. I have to do, what I have to do. Being 32 with no social life, I have to get out there and walk around. Get used to being on my feet. Get used to living on my feet. Standing my ground. Opening up a stranger, making conversation.

If I do alright IRL, why such a difference online?

Gotta get out there, and stay out there I guess. Walk around. Get used to walking around alone. Get used to finding my targets. There's one. There's another. What do I say... And then.. Say something funny. That's a stretch.

Now having a conversation.. That's a whole different ball game. But I can do it. It's just one instance. one moment. I'll get used to it. I'll get back on the game. Gotta keep hitting it hard. Getting out there. Keep trying. I'll get better.