Okay, i was picking up women before i met my SO. Actually, she was just "practice" when i picked her up 4years ago. Turns out, she's perfect! She's so great when i got to know her and i decided to give it a go for a relationship with her.

Fast forward to today, and I still truly love her. We're still together and plan on proposing to her next year. I'm sure about it. I'm 30. I know she's the one i want to be with me until i die.

But! being in a relationship of course has cons. I dont get to hangout with random women and flirt with them, which to me is happiness. (Female common friends of course are out)

Dont get me wrong, I dont want to fuck them, because i love my SO. i just want to do the flirting and hanging out, to be "happy". Obviously I cant do that because,well, i'll hurt my SO, and that's considered cheating.

So yeah,my question is, how can I become a PUA again and 'be happy' and not hurt my SO?