It's pretty simple like in the title. Basically I'm older autistic guy quasi-disabled, little to offer, and yet still force myself to try SOME stuff online, because I cannot foresee "improvement till I'm good enough" I never will be anyway. I don't think I can improve much, as it is. You have to try now, and since my time is running out, I have to try no matter what. I have to try even as the societal pariah, even as the guy women dread thinking he even exists.

Common sense would say guys like me cannot meet women or should not try, but as ya'll know I'm still going to explore online anyway. Looks are average, after that, basically I am screwed in every possible way (Freddie Mercury once said it best in "Bohemian Rhapsody," "It might be better if I was never born at all") Yeah, there's not much on that plate, other than the plate itself.

I can get some replies to my profile but it all stops soon as I talk about my real life. About 3-4 messages in, seems like the right timing to explain I'm autistic and have social challenges etc. It seems most are okay with that by itself. So I'll get past that with most women (they still reply) but when you reach "what do you do?" or if I give my own explanation in the course of conversation, they stop talking instantly.

TL;DR Is there a way to describe a no-status life where I'm not doing much, without getting ignored entirely? The strange thing is, I'm open about not seeking a serious relationship and the women generally are more "experience-forward" (not looking for LTR themselves), but I'm still getting ignored when mentioning job or lack thereof.