I recently texted a girl that I have not seen in 4 months, out of the blue I just sent a text that seemed awkward. I try texting back two days later and no response. I know I do not have game, but I ask for your guys help to better help me. My responsibility is to take ownership of my life, and I am not happy. I read through PUA (pick up artist) every single day, even masculine books revealing the red pill. All I want in life is to have a purpose, to love a women. I am a nerd with glasses in a cross country team, please help.