So... I have an issue more mental than anything.

I want sex and nothing serious and yet. I want that closeness and affection and love with another person.

It's weird that I used to think sex was everything I wanted and that a hedonistic lifestyle would make me happy.

Nowadays, that idea of suffering and building myself up and marrying or dating someone that my heart desires seems to be in my head.

Let's not talk about what goes in my head whenever I talk or lock eyes with a girl that has at least some personality.