I posted on this site along time back, many times. She was 8-9/10, pretty, My GF would nag, need constant compliments and attention, go from sad to mad in seconds, talk about other guys to make me jealous but act like she had no idea. in fact I dont think she did it consciously or pre-meditated, it was natural for her.. She was a real piece of work...would drill me like a damn drill sargeant, always having some sort of way to keep me busy and striving to please her, asking me to fix something or clean or anything, etc. She would tell me that watching me clean turned her on. I used to believe it until I read some stuff about how men cleaning and doing women stuff actually repels them, no matter what they say. It was manipulation wasn't it? She always made me believe it was "for my own good". I admit, I am very lazy by nature, she kept me on my toes. It started with slight little verbal remarks on our first vacation (after 1 month). And snowballed from there. I left her a couple times after her slapping me. I tried to be strong and stern and put her in her place, it never worked. Pretending to be strong and stern doesn't work, you need to truly be that, don't you? I constantly had to raise my voice and tell her that what she was doing was not OK, but she never listened, she didn't respect me or believe me. She called my bluff. I should have never had to raise my voice, she sensed I was a little b#ch...no matter how hard I pretended to not be. My mere presence, aura and demeanor should have . This is the man I want to be. Eventually she crossed the line, made me bleed nearly broke my nose, punched me and was arrested. I felt like a dick for calling the police but I didn't know what to do. She tried to make me believe it wasnt a big deal.

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I kept reading stuff, youtube videos (corey wayne i think?) about how women nag to test you sometimes. I put up with her thinking she was shit testing me. I keep thinking about how even tho she is surely a screwed up person, there IS ANOTHER MAN who is capable of putting her in her place...and it hurts that it wasnt me. I wasn't man enough. Or...was she just crazy? I think it was both. She was the classic case, girl who walks all over the desperate guy, but she was also crazy aside from that. Just the worst of the worst for me. Impossible to figure it out.

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