My deprsssion makes me think no one values me and no one cares about me and no one likes me.

Each time i watch a movie i compare my self with the bad dumb guy... Most times i feel like them.

Maybe im overthinking but what does make someone Characterless? No personality? No weight?

How to not be Scoundrel, rascal, dimwit, bonehead, dumbass, ignorant, mean, bland, dry, boring, moronic, vulgar, meaningless, worthless, pointless, humdrum, petty, idle, frivolous, purposeless, puny, negligible, petty, void, ignoble, measly????

English isnt my first language, but im trying to make you guys understsnd what im asking.. im afraid of being called any of those. Maybe im overthinking all of those.

But maybe its true. I try to make others laugh too much... im afraid of others not valuing me.

I dont know who i am, i dont know how to find out who i want to be... im Mr Nice Guy, all i want is others approval and attention, i dont know how to stop it too... i dont know how to be a man...

Thanks...