I've realised that even imagining expressing myself sexually feels so unnatural, and the times I have actually attempted it felt just as unnatural. It's like I don't really see myself as a sexual being. I didn't lose my virginity until 22, (I'm 23 now), and am generally still very inexperienced with women (a couple one night stands and less than 10 dates, no actual relationships). I was also teased for liking girls by my family when I was young, which makes me think that might have triggered the repression of my sexuality which has lasted for the last 15~ years.

If any of you have been through something similar and managed to solve it, please let me know what steps you took.