I have tried pushing myself out there and socializing with people, but people don't really want to get to know me. I have been told that I'm socially awkward, I understand this, I still try and go through it. I have tried rushing to frats, joining clubs and talking to people, opening people in general. I have tried getting a social job like a waiter, busser, retail, etc, so I can throw myself out there and socialize, but I have yet been given a chance to get hired. I haven't made a single friend in this whole year. However, I have come to the conclusion that I'll have to just get rid of this social awkwardness first by continuing to talk to people. But the problem is... people don't want to talk to me! I have worked on my style(clothing, hair style) and working out, but that hasn't really helped. I just don't understand how people just magically got out of the socially awkward stage... People are just ruthless after having this happen to me for so long.... I honestly do want to improve, but when I start a conversation with someone they look at me weird and just have that face of I want to get out of here....

PS. I'll be willing to work at a place that puts me in a social position, and you don't have to pay me!