All i think about every day is that I have problems with social skills, self worth, self esteem, confidence, social skills, neediness, seeking approval, and people pleasing, Not being able to make friends and having no personality, overthinking a lot, anxiety,im also a r/niceguys, not being smart, being boring and bland and bring tears to peoples eyes for my boringness, im so uninteresting...and also being horrible with making friends, im always the one to start the convo, and now i dont even know what to say so i dont have any friends at all. Im also very stupid and such a fool a mindless guy.

I always ask my self why i dont get much likes and rts like others in twitter or why never a girl chases me. Maybe im just unimportant. I always chase girls. No one loves me or cares about me.

I also try so hard to be funny so others will care for me. Im literally useless.

dont know where to start to improve my self. It gets me so frustrated and say to my self just kill your self. I dont know how to improve any of it.

I have no therapist in my town. I live in iraq, so my country has mostly just seen fights not much fun, all i do in my place is play football cause its the only thing is here.